Hatred.

You know what? After you send me that one long text message last two nights, I cried for almost half an hour. You asked me to forgive you, you asked me to reply your text messages. That time, I can't because I'm crying, you don't know how much I hate you that time. Yes, I HATE YOU, I'm sorry, I tried my best not to hate you, but I failed. Yesterday, I cried for more than an hour! And guess what? I CRIED BECAUSE OF YOU. One more thing, yesterday I almost cut myself again, but I didn't do it cause, I think about my friends, how much they care about me until they call me. YOU?! Ha! You NEVER EVER care about me, neither my feelings. When I settled down, I reply your text message, and you did what? NOTHING. It's okay, I don't care about you anymore, but one day, if you see my hand covered with cuts, blame yourself okay? Lastly, after that text last two nights, I keep on dreaming about you, and it makes me uncomfortable because it remind me of you. Please, if you really care about my feelings, you won't do this.

Till then, didie.

P/S: If you want us to be friends, I don't mind, but remember, I feel hatred through my veins. I will never ever be nice or be friends back with the people that I've already hate.