I'm hurt. And because of that I cut myself. I was stupid. :( There's more than 10 lines, but it's not that deep or serious. My friends were there for me, I love them more than words can describe. They even came to my house just to check on me. I love you guys. I know, you won't care. You won't ask. You won't think about me. I made a mistake, I was wrong, a guy like you won't think about my feelings, you just played with it. Thank you then. You just don't know how much I like you, oh sorry, I don't love you, I just like you. When I read/heard that you're calling, chatting, text-ing with someone else, I don't mind because in my mind, 'oh you're not mine yet so he could do whatever he want to'. That's all, I don't hope that you HAVE to be mine, but if there's a chance for you to be mine, I would take that chance. And, you're the only guy that I really really like among all of my crushes before, trust me. I hate LIARS more than murderers, and you don't know how much I hate murderers. So please, don't lie, if you don't want or don't like it, just tell the truth, I'll respect that. FYI, I really don't know if I cut myself because of you or is it the scars that you left. I'm so touched when my friends call me and say I'm stupid to cut myself, because that shows that they really love me, they care about me, I really appreciate that guys, love you guys. I know you won't care about me, who am I to be care by you right? :/ I know I'm not a hotstuff, pretty girl, but this girl has feelings towards you. Haihh, who ever is that lucky girl that you like, she really is lucky, do take good care of her and don't lie, please. Have a great life ahead. And as they said "If you like her, tell her, if you don't, let her go.", so, like I said in the last post, don't give people hope, when there is no hope, because you gave me a really high hope which I know I can't trust.
Till then, didie. Haihh.